even then

can i put him

in

time out

for being naughty

in

time out???

...
in other news...
it WAS the baking powder i forgot last time.
it was NOT that i added oil.
oil and baking powder together, plus the rest.
makes great "cake."
or cornbread.
whatever you call it.
we had it tonight.
taco soup and "cake."

found this in max's bed.
brennan was here.

i've never seen anything look so pretty in pink.

i'm trying to find the strength to try out other colors, but i always end up grabbing pink.

i feel more pink.

i love pink more.

i love me more.

i've bonded with makenzie much faster than i ever did with brennan.

it's not a stronger love by any means.

it's just different.

i love building the bond between mother and daughter.

i love it when the boys go outside and "the girls" make dinner.

watch the news.

watch oprah.

get dressed.

have a snack.

girl time is any time.

an extra special time.

even if it's "nothing" time.

it's not better than mommy and son time.

b/c lord knows i love a good truck smashing and bear growling sesh with him.

it's just different.

and i'm loving it.

even when there's puke down my shirt and my eyes hurt from the 4am feed.

and the 20 times she needed the binky last night.

it's worth it.

even then.

now, where are the pb reese's eggs?