leftovers.

the leftovers have been handled.

time to run the dishwasher again.

...

do you organic?

what do you organic?

i egg.

beef.

yogurt.

soon to milk.

a little cheese.

and sometimes vegetable.

spinach yes.

dirt in the center to prove it.

i chipotle.

and i five guys.

which counteracts it all.

is it like the time i told my dad that i could feel my car running better when i filled up at chevron with techron?

i hope not.

i hope it's not all in my head.

my tongue tells me it's not.

did food inc. brainwash me,

or am i just doing what i can where i can?

maybe a little of both...

christmas {a photo gallery}

 then one foggy christmas eve...

 

christmas morning.

   the only picture of me.

awesome.
i was taking it for kelsey.
she sent the shirt from india.
max slept through half of christmas morning b/c we were out late looking at lights.
brennan thought all of her toys were his toys.
he never ate.
the entire day.
b/c he wanted to play with toys.
i loved it.
except when he woke up screaming in the middle of the night b/c he was starving.
quesadilla.
milk.
back to bed.
...
i packed everything up in my color coordinated christmas bins last night.
except the tree.
it gets to stay up until new year's.
or until the kids demolish it.
whichever comes first.
i'm tired now :)

 the end.

must be.

and there's another pile in the garage to fill another recycle can.

must be the day after christmas.

01 days left.

is it christmas yet???

EXTRAVAGANZA!!! {dog days of summer}

EXTRAVAGANZA!!!

{JULY, AUGUST, & SEPTEMBER}

all this did was make me yearn for summer nights.
i hope you like links...

  

  

the heat of summer was on.
4th of july fell on sunday.
which in utah means friday, saturday, and monday.
by the time it was over, i was sparkled out.
or hamburgered out.
but that always happens by the end of july anyway.
i wrote about the good ol' days.

it was one of my very favorite posts of this year.
i learned that swim diapers are good for nothing.
now i am just missing my flip flops.
and wishing for Popsicles and baby pools.

and lush green grass.

and flip flops.

did i already say that?

but i literally spend the entire summer, EVERY SUMMER, whining about how hot it is.

i realized i had twins.
two years apart.
i threw all of the first time mommy books/rules out the window.
and just decided to be me.
raising kids.
imagine that!
verdict's still out on if they've survived...
found out the hot shot magna cum laude was WRONG.
that was satisfying :)
again.
celebrated 4th of july #2.
aka pioneer day.
with fireworks.
food.
and a rodeo.

learned that brennan did in fact realize where milk came from.

it could be my 2nd favorite brennan memory.
right after "away went the mangerS."
and that honesty is not always the best policy.
my computer broke at the end of july.
and wasn't fixed until we moved into our house in october.
plus or minus a few times we thought it was fixed, but really wasn't.
every post from then until oct was done through someone else's computer or my phone.
and it just wasn't the same.
even emmy let me borrow hers!
brennan fell in the pool.
it was scary.
i miss the pool now too.
wah!
i vote to skip january.
sorry if you have a birthday in january.
we can celebrate it in february.
september came,

and real life began.
we put offers in on houses.
learned what a lender was.
interest rates.
contingency.
inspections.
appraisal.
down payment.
earnest money.
and made budgets like nobody's business.
thank goodness we did NOT get the first one.
holy crap.
when did we start looking for houses???
it was fast.
furious.
and freaking FANTASTIC.
then we forgot how to be married.
remembered.

watched food inc. and became more oganic.
even grass fed beef now :)
football season began.
which always make me lust for fall.
we found THE ONE.

and started the whirlwind of moving.
i realized maybe i didn't really hate summer.
maybe i liked it.
lawn mowers run off of gasoline.
everyone does not know.
and there are NO stupid questions.
we stalked our house like brennan on santa.
everything checked out.
went to the fair.

it may have been my favorite family activity this year.
and then we drove to chico.
and october began...
and my computer was STILL broken...
...