I am completely sorry I haven't written you yet. Well, these last few months have been the hardest/funnest/craziest months I have had in a while, which call for a lot of entertainment for you to read, I am sure of it. It all started with Bryce leaving for Boston USA. I was very sad to have him leave for a whopping three weeks. But I was ready to pull up my sleeves and get down to the grind of life with my two kids living on the third floor, no elevator, and carrying Smithy down and up (oh UP, how I dislike UP) the stairs. Bryce is always the one to carry Smith. I usually do it if I have to, and it's fine, but Bryce is the carrier, if you will. So it didn't seem so bad, and then conference weekend came. I didn't do so well that weekend, unhealthy and negetive thoughts that came sweeping through my mind, and I did the horrible thing that no woman should do and ......felt sorry for my self. Never do this!!!!!!! It is a downward spiral of unhealthy thoughts that get you NO WHERE. Well, maybe somewhere between a rock and hard place, but no where you want to be! I walked my two kids to woman's conference thinking, "I don't even want to go, they won't tell me anything I need to hear, it's going to be the same stuff, which I like, but I don't even want to feel the spirit. Why am I walking to the train with my two kids to go to womans conference? Why I am doing this?" I was convinced going was something I needed to to, but something I didn't want to do and was mad and sad at myself. Then I got there and I was significantly late, and happened to walk in to President Uchdorf (the silver fox) saying this:
"He not only what is best for you; He also anxiously what is best for you."