i felt like crying this morning. i put brennan down for his morning nap, made the bed, cleaned up the toys and kitchen, and ran straight for cjane's blog. i have to get my morning nie nie update! this morning cjane was running off all of the things she and her family were doing this weekend and mentioned that she was going to see stephanie awake for the first time on saturday. i looked at a picture of stephanie in a post from earlier in the week, and i felt the tears welling up. it was a happy/devastatingly sad kind of almost crying. what is going to go through her mind? thank goodness sean had just left for school so he couldn't tease me about my weepiness over a girl i've never met! and yes, i AM addicted to blogging. love you, my dear.